Kanye West...

You owe the world an apology.


If it weren't for you, that over-hyped tone deaf kid would never have won Album of the Year.


Her performance on the show alone should have been reason enough to revoke all of her Grammy's.

Todays Installment of WANT!

http://www.highglossdolls.com/shop/product_info.php?info=p456_Body--Alena-.html

This in Trans. Blue and some killer heels.... I'm moist!

Just a preview...

Thanks again, Bob... you are the best!

Ok... Wow...

I am blown away...

1. By Bob's ability to bring out the sex kitten in everyone... and I mean everyone!


2. How many GREAT images came from a 4 hour shoot that felt like an hour.

3. How full of win all around Bob is.


Pictures from our escapade shall be coming soon. My new main is only a teaser.

*squee*

Yummy Couture....

Valentino

Heavenly... just heavenly. I could live without the hair and makeup... but, the headpieces were intriguing. And, the shoes... LOVE. I'm not normally a super fan of Valentino, but I love these.

Fabulous!

Edit: http://www.stylelist.com/2010/01/29/americas-next-top-model-winner-nicole-fox-will-not-be-in-alexander-mcqueen-ad-campaign/

*sadface*

I go back to Dallas tomorrow....

As much as I missed my roommate and my baby, David Bowie, I had such a blast in Pittsburgh and NYC....

I was finally able to meet some amazing people I have known for years now (Markman, Benny, Stephy, Wara, Hamza and Ten) and people I have just gotten the chance to know (Aubrey, Mockingbird Girl, Michael and Shane).... and I got to see the AMAZING Nicotine again. We all went to Cafe Select and had a blast.

I drunken serenaded the table with "Mr. Blue Sky" by ELO.


Molested Benny's finger...


and... got to see boobs...



And, my weekend ended on a super high note because I got to shoot with the highlarious, talented, crass and all-around awesomesauce, Bob Coulter.

All in all... I couldn't have asked for a better trip... NYC, I shall be returning very soon. I LOVE you!!!

New York.... New York...

I fuckin LOVE this city... driving around today, GOD... LOVE IT!



Good food... good shopping... Jew Boys... You can't ask for anything more.



If it wasn't soo freakin cold, New York would be it for me.


<3

Finally in Pittsburgh...

And, last night, I got to shoot with the awesome and highlarious Chili Palmer....

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do you think hemp rope can be smoked?

No, but I know people who would try....

Ask away...

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Who is the dream photographer you are working with this weekend?

That's a surprise... :)

Ask away...

My old/new obsession....

What happens when the roomie and I are bored...

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Are you going to post any photos on your blog soon?

Actually, my roommate and I just shot the other day and I'm posting the pics tonight. :D

Ask away...

It never ceases to amaze me...

how it takes a disaster of epic proportions to bring people together.


Don't get me wrong, I am happy that everyone is doing their part to help their brethren in Haiti... BUT... why can't this be an all the time thing. Why does it take a disaster for people to put their differences aside and be civil.


/nonsense

My Rant of the Day...

This was brought on by some guy asking if he should buy one of those Flirty Girl Fitness DVD's for a future gf...


My advice to you guys... hire a real stripper to show your lady the ropes. I've watched the videos and have been to a few "strip aerobics" classes and they were horrible. Even though they were taught by former dancers... most of those broads had no clue what sexy was.


If you want your girl to learn how to give a killer lapdance, why not go to the source?

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What if I wanted to see your sex tape, would you let me?

Considering I have no clue who you are... No.

Ask away...

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Ever wanted to post your sex tape to see how many views you'd get?

Nope... Never thought about it. I don't think people want to see the shenanigans of my ex and I. Lol

Any plans to get naked on a beach soon?

I'm hoping to make a Socal trip pretty soon, so hopefully I will get to in the near future.

Ask away...

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Nude beaches or just go nude on any beach?

Just go nude...

Ask away...

What's better?

Japanese Death Match Anime or Korean Snuff Cartoons?

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when was the last time you screamed out loud?

I honestly don't know... Hmmm

Ask away...

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Tied up or tying up?

Tying up... and, I've been very fortunate to learn from some amazing riggers.

Ask away...

Just cause...

Engel

I love you

but

I may steal from you.

<3

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Re: hummers...I was asking about the suv thing you pervert!And if you still have room in your mouth to hum you need to find someone else.

You don't need room in your mouth to hum... it's easy if you don't have a gag reflex. :P

Ask away...

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Why do they call them hummers?

I don't know about others, but I definitely hum while I do it.

Ask away...

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How would you corrupt me? In full detail. And don't make me betch slap the dumb outta you, shetbeg.

Full detail would make Larry Flynt blush... You'll just have to come here. :)

Ask away...

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Is it true that all erotic dancers are into women?

It's true that some are bi or lesbians... but, surprisingly, most of the women I have worked with were straight but played gay for pay.

Ask away...

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So do you like having sex with men or women more? Why?

I don't really see gender when I'm attracted to someone. I like tits and peen equally.

Ask away...

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What is one thing you would change about yourself physically? Why?

I'd want to be taller. I feel totally effed over in that department. When I was born, they thought I was going to be at least 5'9/5'10 because I was 24 inches when I was born. But, because I was born with a calcium deficiency and I'm lactose intolerant, I stopped growing at a young age. I've been 5'5 since I was about 12. So... yeah... I want height.

Ask away...

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Wildest place you've ever had sex?

Hmm... movie theater, church parking lot, in my Mom's recliner while she was sleeping directly above us, various cars... I like doing it in a lot of places. lol

Ask away...

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What's the short version of not having sex toys for personal use?

Stolen...

Ask away...

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How would you describe your sexuality?

I honestly don't know. When I was younger, I didn't like guys. I pretended to have crushes on guys in my classes when I really had crushes on the girls. My first kiss was with a girl when I was ten (she was 13). But, once I was in high school, I started to really like guys... And have dated both ever since. If I had to label myself, I'd say I'm everyonesexual... If we click, we click. Gender doesn't really factor into who I date.

Ask away...

I blame it on the insomnia...

that is all.

>.<

Natalie and myself in these....

MUST HAPPEN!!!

Yves Saint Laurent...

makes me seriously rethink my stance on prostitution...

Contemplation...

I've just been thinking a lot lately. I'm not getting any younger (not that 25 is old)... and there is sooo much that I still would like to do while I still have my youth.


I know it's cliche to say that I don't care about the money, but in all reality, I really don't. Don't get me wrong, being able to pay the bills is awesome. But, the reason I started modeling was because I saw an amazing image and decided that's what I wanted to do. I wanted to create images that people would deem beautiful enough to proudly hang in their homes. Images that 10-20 years from now, will still be considered classic. Yeah, the fame would be cool... BUT... being able to collaborate with amazing models, photographers, make-up artists, designers, stylist, etc... means more to me. To have someone believe that I could bring their idea/creation to life... that's the most amazing feeling.


I really want to do this... and, this year... I'm going to make it happen. If it doesn't, that's ok because at least I tried. This is the one part of my life I definitely won't look back and regret attempting.

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What is your best asset?

Hmmm... I'd say my personality. I like making people smile and laugh.

Ask away...

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Secret indulgence?

Soap operas.... specifically "One Life To Live" and "General Hospital".

I've watched them since I was a kid... my Mom, Aunt and Grandma got me hooked.

Ask away...

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What element do you see yourself as?

Periodic Table: Neon

Earth: Water

Ask away...

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When is the next Harry Potter movie coming out?

Nov. 19th, 2010... you ready, Bitch?!

Ask away...

It sucks being stoked and bummed at the same time...

On one hand... I am doing backflips because I get to work with an amazing photographer.... on the other hand... I'll be in NYC and won't have anytime to see anyone.

*crai*



I am sorry Benntastic.

I'd still hit it...

Darn me and my Jew boy obsession...sigh.

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Do you secretly want to put on a frilly dress and bows and dance to "I feel pretty"?

I'd rather put this cigarette out in my eye... :)

Ask me anything

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May we have an epic battle to the death? If so, what will be your weapon of choice?

Yes and The Spear of Destiny...

Ask me anything

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Whats your Zombie plan?

My roommate and I already have a building and plan in place. There is this abandoned sporting goods store not far from our apartment. It has bars on the windows and a protected roof. We're set.

Ask me anything

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Why do you keep your hair so short?

I had extremely long hair most of my life. It was a serious security blanket. And, for the longest time, I only thought I was pretty because of it. I would always have strangers coming up to me because of it. It always made me very uncomfortable. With shorter hair, I am way more confident because people are actually seeing me and not my hair. Plus... it takes all of 2 minutes to style in the morning.

Ask me anything

My mini rant...

Why can't you have a handful of itty bitty titty models on your site? Flat chested broads buy swimsuits, latex and lingerie also.

/rant

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Hey cutie! So, I have to ask you a question, but I don't know what to ask, so I'm gonna just say "Hello, darlin'" and you can answer whatever you want to, k? <--- Question mark, so I asked one. :P

Yes... I do loves you! :P

Ask me anything

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Will you post a video of you dancing in your living room?

If my roommate lets me install a pole....

Ask me anything

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Whats your next hair color going to be?And what are you doing in July? :D

I'm thinking of going ultraviolet. I'm tired of the pink and I think I'm going to save the blue/silver for the summer. In July... I have no clue what I'm doing. I may be back east for my Mom's bday.

Ask me anything

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Whats the perfect day we will one day have?

My perfect day involves a white sand beach and crystal clear water.... Oh yeah, and mahi mahi tacos.

Your favorite song?

My favourite song would have to be "Mr. Blue Sky" by ELO. No matter what, that song always gets me in the best of moods.

Ask me anything

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How much do you love your roommate?

Very much so. He's my bestest friend in the world. He comes a close second to my kitten.

How many blowjobs do you owe me?

If you can't remember... None

When do I get my hands on you again (bonus points if you can guess who this is)

Wheneve you want. you just have to let me know when and I'm down. Hilson?

Ask me anything

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Why won't you date me?

You've never asked...

Ask me anything

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What types of dancing have you done in your life? Which have you enjoyed the most?

When I was a kid, I did the obligatory tap, jazz and ballet. As I got older, I fell in love with hip-hop and contemporary. In college, when my back worsened, I took up ballroom (so far, the Tango is my fave). And, now, I do exotic dancing. I LOVE it. It's a killer work-out and a rush. Of all the dancing I've done, my faves would have to be ballroom and exotic.

Ask me anything

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What do you look for in a man?

Make me laugh so hard I can't breathe... Make me swoon with some super romantic gesture... Always make me think. I don't ask for much.

Ask me anything

I am fired up for the New Year!!!

I will not let being sick hinder me from reaching my goals anymore... this is the year. I can feel it in every bone in my body.

Although I am pumped, I am realistic... The odds of me becoming the next Kumi or Scar are pretty slim. But, if I can get some positive chatter started about me this year... I will be happy.


Don't get me wrong... I love doing art nudes. But, I originally started modeling to become a Fetish model. I just did the art stuff to get my feet wet and to see if I even liked being in front of the camera.


I am going to network my twat off... this is my year goddammit!

Even though it isn't real, it's still breathtaking...

Lollery of the Day

It's down to two....

I'm thinking of either going Ultraviolet



or

Shocking Blue




Decisions... decisions...

Reoccurring dream....

So, I have been having this reoccurring dream about this one guy for months now. I have no clue who he is... I can't place his face for the life of me. But, in my dreams... I am madly in love with him. We never have sex... we only kiss and hug... but, they're the meltiest kisses I have ever received. I wake up crying because I have to leave him behind.


My roommate thinks I may be lonely... to be honest, I don't a relationship right now... but, maybe I need a new friend.


Sigh... weirdness.